Lloyd - Has agents who calls with boxes, sends Trevor messages daily, in news articles using their old code on the TV, workmanlike, goes to sporting events and other places without raising suspicion, convinced Trevor to assist abduction or was he the instigator?

Lloyd - Only encountered in the wild, in separate institutions, met on bus, reinternment if caught, 'what the fuck are you doing' and ran off bus born of fear.

Lloyd - Goes to cinema, matinees, reminisce about dad, met his dad was an old man, cardigan, boring, expected the encounter to be a joke, Mom*

Lloyd - Concentrate on breathing, convicted kidnapper, tagged and curfew bound, tempted to push the boundaries to elicit a warning, or any communication.

Lloyd - Scared of himself, depressed himself, loves his mom's company, appreciates her efforts.

Lloyd - Trevor sat on the bus beside him, long grisly face, flat eyes, open pores, foul breath, stale milk and rotten meat, created an alternative reality, if no one existed outside of me no one could hurt me.

Lloyd - When dad's GF got pregnant that's when all the pieces fit together.

Lloyd - Loved prison, ordered this place is full of solipsists. Wrote a lot in prison, a letter to the kid's parents, lost himself completely in writing. Story of John Cunliffe, how things change when read aloud, Mom has a lovely voice. Mom helped with grant application, development grant from Arts council, wants Mon to play the Johnsey man.

Lloyd - Met dad in café, Dad lecturing him, responsible for our actions, dad had faded, in the car